the thing is, i have so many ideas in my head that its like bursting and shit and i would get all passionate and driven to do these ideas but somehow or rather that did not happen so that’s just that. my brain is real good in multi-thinking, y’knw like i would think of eating a a hawt fudge brownies with sweet creamy ice cream AND the annoying auntie in the train. its all in there at the same time, how is that possible?
actually its been quite some time since i wrote down anything..unless doodling while making calls at work counts. i would actually write all the things i would say to the bitchy customers while being all polite on the phone;
Saying: Yes ma’am i understand your position
Writing: what the fuck do you want me to do shithead? do i fucking look like i own the fucking company so i could give it to you for free? fuck you.
i’m too vulgar. i dont look like it but dammit, isn’t fuck the most beautiful word? it suits EVERYTHING and ANYTHING! awesomest word really. i should prolly just use it in my head though seeing that i’m all adult and matured and shit. uh, NO
i want to do so many things but there is so many restrictions. why is that? we are all gonna die anyway, its not fair, really. i’m 22 years old and i havent done no shit that i’m really proud of. ah, i wish i wish